Saturday, November 29, 2008

Degree - Semester 2 finish

29 November 08

Degree Semester 2 already pass....Now we having holiday until 4 Jan 09....In this holiday i got work part time to earn some money lo...^^ If not, me at home also doing nothing...Always online, playing game, watching TV.....Quite bored also lo such life....^^

But work also got tension le....Me many things dunno....At first me always get scold...Lolz....Sometimes do wrong things.....So sad le....But get scold also good la, I can learn from my mistake....If not, me dunno me do wrong lo....So stupid hor me???Haiz....

In this degree semester 2 course, somethings happen in my institut lo....My friend who consider very close with me dunno y suddently change a lot...She start din join our group n join other group d....SHe din talk so much with me n my roomate anymore.....There r some misunderstanding between us i thk....I also dunno y she can be totally change to be another person.....She always show her black face to us.....Haiz....So geram to see tat le....

Now our group d separate jor...Not like last time aneh friend d....So sad about that....LAst time many ppl say our group is the best...No quarrel or watever bad things happened d....But now...............................Haiz.....SO, i felt that if we together long time liao sure will have somethings happened wan lo....People is keep changing day by day....So sad to hear that huh???

At first, I felt very very angry u know???I donno y she wan act like tat since we r best friends wat....I felt tat she so "xiao qi"....A little bit matter ko angry me n my roomate....Wat for leh???LAst time when we r good friends, i treat her very good wan u know compare to my roomate....bcoz she small saiz ma, so i like to protect her in all the way wan......take care of her n always help her....Now, wat I get????Get HurT deeply lo, i can say here.....That time I very care lo....so I angry her very much.....I don wan to chat wif her bcoz me very beh syiok her sikap to us.....

The more angry is she go my friend's room to tell my friend that she wan to change group in our coursework...She don wan same group with us....This make us angry bcoz y she wan change group she don wan say herself to let us know???Y must call other ppl tell us???My friend ask her not to do so bcoz it is no good since we same group from early until now....She say she cant chat with us during the discussion.....

U know a?She always show her "pan ke lian" wan face like we bully her lo....My classmates some say that we all bully her.....The one make me angry wan is my classmates go tell our senior that we bully her.....U see la.....Got such ppl "luan luan" say me n my roomate lo....We din do anything on her u know???Just she sendiri don wan chat wif us 1st wan, so we ma don wan chat wif her anymore lo......We din touch tiok her pun, how come say we bully her???People who know me n my roomate will know wat kind of person we are......We always help person de , how come we go bully people??We get bully baru betul le....She wan change group but she sendiri don wan say out, she wan us to say out then our classmates sure think tat we bully her d....So, we all better keep quiet....Abo later ppl lagi say us bully her pula.....

I very regret to have such friend b4, I hope that I will not have such friend lo....Now, I don care her anymore.....No her, I wont die.....So, i d not sad or angry anymore bcoz like tat me sendiri suffer only.....Last time, me really felt very sad n angry bcoz me care about her, I don wan lose tis friend eh....Now..........me think deeply jor......Happy better than always sad bcoz of tat case....

So, tis semester I felt very unhappy to stay there lo....I don like there eh life, there eh people...........I prefer my life in Penang....Penang is my lovely island.....

This semester, during my chinese-"yu fa" exam, b4 exam time I suddently felt sick, I felt very cold tat time...Hand keep shake....I dunno the reason why....Maybe me too tension d....or maybe me not enough sleep...Me during exam time always late sleep n wake up early......So.........finally fall sick....This was my 1st time get sick during exam time....Lolz.........So i quickily go sleep a while then just go for my exam bcoz my exam is in the afternoon de....Luckily i become better a bit, if not my exam dunno how d.....Me study very hard for my chinese language becoz i wan get good mark for my exam......So i felt quite tension for my major course - chinese.....^^

Exam period really very suffer lo....Me everyday face book only le.....Not brave to spend my time to watch movie.....haha...Tats y i so so so tension during exam time lo....Always stay at hostel study...Tat time really very terrible lo.....I very scare la....

BIG time ko ka cham....Me become scare water after going BIG for the water confident test....bcoz i dunno how to swim le.....Even I got pelampung also, I also not brave to swim in the sea la....so terrible for me to see the ombak......HAiz......WAter confident jadi water loss confident lo.....Lolz...So stupid am I....All my friends din scare, they say syiok le....Lolz.....Only me scare tat, u say la, me "gai" bo....I also hate myself lo, y me so scare water leh???Maybe "bo ta"....KAkaz.....

Everything pass d....HAha....But new semester lagi got BIG lo i thk....so scare lo....N badan beruniform also wan to join start from next semester liao lo.....Haiz...........Dunno i get tiok wat huh....hehe.....

Now i working to learn experience n earn money liao.....me lack of working experience de bcoz nobody wan hire us who just holiday 1 month more nia lo.....Now got chance to work, so me 55 work lo...Just part time nia ma....Hehe...Abo stay at home i felt very sien also le....^^

Happy Happy Happy...........I wan be a happY PraWn now ............Like last time eh me, siao la la eh....Always laugh, no "fan nao"...........Like a " kai xin guo"..........Make my friends all have a happy mood even they r not happy tat time.....Kakaz..........

Regards,
Bee Har.....^^

New semester started soon...

Friday, June 13, 2008

Holidays end soon....New semester started soon....
3 weeks holiday almost end soon....Tomorrow i will be back to Ipoh study again...Our new semester is started on 16 Jun 08...This is the second semester already for our degree course...

Time pass so fast lo....New semester wanna start already...We need to study hard lo...Bcoz degree not easy to study lo...Somemore this semester we have BIG(Bina Insan Guru) also lo...But now we still dunno when is our BIG held on???Haiz....Tat BIG is challenging i thk but all of us sure become "black black" liao la after tat....We never been BIG before lo so I dunno how is tat also...Just can imagine only...Haha....Some of my senior say BIG very syiok wan lo...Can train us ma...Haha....But for me I dunno le bcoz I scare water wan ma...Maybe we will go Pulau Pangkor for our BIG le...Dunno yet...Tat time need swimming also i thk....So I a bit scare lo....Anyway,we had to go through all these things wan along our course....So I need to be brave to handle all of that lo...It can train us so that next time we will become a PERFECT teacher lo....Hehe....I felt glad to study as a teacher also la....Teacher is a good career for me....I like to be a teacher wan....That is my dream since young....

I still have 3 n a half years to finish my degree course lo....After that,I will be posting to primary school to teach d lo....But dunno will post to where teach lo...That is the thing I worried very much....Haiz...But,nvm la...I try to enjoy my study life there first before worried that thing because I still have long way to go lo....Hehe....

Be happy first lo...Haha....After that suffer also nevermind wan la....As long as we enjoy our life all the time....

All the best to everyone....;-)

Regards,
Prawn Soon...^v^

心情不好的一天

Saturday, June 7, 2008

心有点烦。。。
昨天晚上大概十一点左右,有一个朋友A(我上个星期31May08在打羽球时通过朋友B介绍才认识他的)突然发送短信给我约我今天下午出去。于是我就问他很多问题咯!比如去那里、几点、还有谁会去等等问题因为我跟他不熟嘛。过后他回答说明天两点去Kim Garry吃午餐过后去看戏。他说只有me and u。过后我就问他看什么戏?他说看"someone behind u"。Wasai,看鬼戏呢!!!他还问我how do u feel on me?过后我回复他what u mean?他就没回我信息了。过不久,那个人就打电话给我。我就与他谈天咯!当时他说要看"someone behind u"的鬼戏时我就已经怀疑一定有人告诉他我要看这个戏的了!(因为只有我一个朋友B知道而已)于是在电话中我就问他,你们全部都在一起yam cha是吗?因为我们每次打完球后就回去吃东西谈天的了!但是,那个人A却否认说他们当时在一起。他说我那个朋友B已经回去了,他现在一个人。既然他那么说了,所以我嘛是相信他的话咯就没再多问我另一个朋友B了。

过后那个朋友A就说他听说我今天就回去怡保了,于是我告诉他哪有?谁告诉你的?我有多一个星期的假期呢,所以我下个星期才回去了。他说还有谁告诉他,就是我那个朋友B告诉他的咯!那个朋友A还说他们是在打球时讲有关我的东西的。他说你咯,没有来打球!我告诉他都那么多人了,去的话我也只能看他们打而已咯!而且我也不是很厉害打而已,他们全部都很厉害打的,搞到我很自卑呢!哈哈!他说你可以来的嘛,他说他也不是很会打而已!他说可以轮流打的嘛!我说你们都五个人了,我去嘛是多余的!不要啦!过后我向他澄清我之前去是因为有人没有来,我那朋友B才叫我去打的耶!我只是去打爽而已!我不是那边的Member之一。

过后我们就讲戏了!我告诉他那"someone behind u"是鬼戏来的!他说Ha??是鬼戏来的啊?他说他不喜欢看鬼戏的耶!过后我嘛说看superhero啊?他说什么戏来的?他不懂戏的咯。他问有什么华文戏?我就说剩那个“我老婆是赌圣”的而已咯!过后他说他去问我另一个朋友B看看怎样!我们就停止通电话了!

过不久,我另一个朋友B就发送信息给我说"Wei,my fren say he wan invite u watch movie but u reject him...now he so hurt and sad...hear like crying...."过后我就回复他说"what la...U luan luan say wat to him???过后,我朋友B就打电话给我了。我告诉他我没有讲到“拒绝”他这个字啊!你乱乱跟他说什么?他告诉我那朋友A打电话给我过后打给他问他可不可以邀我出去?我朋友B说当然可以啦!他还说那个A说我拒绝他,他现在很伤心、听声音好像要哭那样!什么鬼啦?我哪有说那样的话hurt他??是他自己说他不要看鬼戏的啦!过后B说他不知道你喜欢看鬼戏嘛!我说我哪有说我喜欢看鬼戏?B还说是A自己说要看刺激的戏的,所以他才介绍"someone behind u"的鬼戏给他的咯。我说他都不要看鬼戏的啦!真搞不懂他们谁说的才对咯!气死我了!!!过后,我直接告诉B我自己跟A settle啦!B却说你们好啦,当我像球一样丢来丢去啦!B还问我怎样跟A settle?我说我自己会跟他settle啦!他说他再去跟他讲叫他打电话给我讲清楚,我说不用了,他刚才已经打给我了!谢谢!过后他问我几时回去?我就告诉他我下个星期才会咯!她说好,那我们星期三一起出去吧!我说好的。过后我们就停止通电话了。

过后大概凌晨12点多这样,B回到家了,他突然msn我说他有一件事想跟我讲清楚因为他不想骗我!我就说ok...他就说其实刚才那个A邀我出去看戏是他本人自己计划的。他说那个A喜欢一个女生可是又不敢行动,所以他才帮他勇敢一点,他第一个就想到我!所以他就用那个A的手机发短信给我邀我出去。过后他不小心按到打电话给我,然后A不能跑了,唯有跟我谈电话咯!这个证明什么呢??就是他们两个刚才都在骗我咯!他们明明都在一起的,可是刚刚通电话时那个A说他是一个人的,没有跟他们在一起!!!他根本在讲骗话骗我!!!我听了好气好气呢!我才刚认识不久的A竟然骗我!为什么他要骗我说他们没有在一起呢?害我还笨笨地相信他所说的话!!!我最最最最最讨厌人家讲骗话骗我的了!!!!好hurt的你知道吗?我是很容易相信人家的话的人来的耶!所以每次人家讲什么我都相信他的,不会怀疑他的话的!!!怎之昨天..........................给骗了!我不明白他们到底为何要讲骗话骗我???难道不能老实告诉我吗???我有不会骂人的啦!我朋友B问我会不会生气他?我说生气是一定有的啦!他不停地向我道歉叫我不要生气了!我哪有可能不气呢??给你们的话你们会气吗??他还说他不想骗我所以他决定告诉我其真相。。。如果他没有告诉我真相的话,我还没有去怀疑他们的话呢!!!即使蒙在鼓里也不知道咯!所以B告诉我真相算是有喜有忧呢!喜的是B肯向我坦白,没有骗我的恶意!这个朋友还算可以交!我没有选错!因为我真得很讨厌人家骗我的!忧的呢就是我当时知道真相后非常生气因为我受骗了!我真得很单纯,那么容易给人家骗的!我对人家的话没有疑心的,人家讲什么我就相信的了!我是不是很惨呢??Haiz.....;-( 那个B还问我如果A真的约我出去的话,我会答应与他出去吗??我skip掉他这个问题。我不想回答他这个问题。。。为什么他要知道那答案呢??

而那个A呢还不知道自己做错什么!!!他message我告诉我他偶尔也有看鬼戏的,他说他听B说下个星期三我们一起去看戏是吗?于是我就回他说“你们plan咯!随便你们!”怎知他竟然发短信告诉我说他们没有计划的,他说他本身很开心认识到新朋友!我都不是指那个意思啦!他答非所问耶!!!终于露出马脚了,还一直否认他们没有计划呢!!!真是的,以为我不知道是B的计划来的!!讨厌!他还不知道其实B已经告诉我真相了!Pls啦,请你们别在讲骗话了啦!要约我出去的话就自己亲自约我啦!别去叫别人帮你约我而编一大堆理由啦!没有这个必要的嘛!只要老老实实告诉我一切就可以的了!

没想到我昨天星期六7 Jun 08没有与B一起去打羽球一天而已就发生这件事了!我那么重要吗?没去一天而已就有人想我了,想我一起去打!哈哈!我想我以后也不会在参他们打羽球的了!因为现在他们已经有五个成员了,其中一个人没有来打的话也不会再有缺人的现象了咯!我上次去打只是有人没空来打而已我才代替某人打而已咯!我也不是很会打而已,我只是去打爽而已的咯!他们个个都很好料的,真佩服他们全部!加上我快要开学了,我得在怡保读书的,所以我想以后我也没有这个机会再参他们一起去打羽球的了!有点可惜耶!!!如果我在槟城读就好咯,我就可以成为他们的member之一了咯!可是一切只是空想而已咯因为我毕竟是在怡保读的了,没有得换地点的了!!!Haizz....... 跟他们打真的很爽的耶!我可以从中学到很多东西、很多技巧呢!目前为止,我只是参他们去打过两次而已咯!次数非常非常少哦!

不懂几时再有这个机会了咯!我恐怕没有那个机会了耶!因我有那预感..................!

早知道爱

Friday, June 6, 2008

早知道爱
我应该在你身边
却不敢对你说能不能说
我是不是太多余
听他给你的话有没有痛
翻阅每个想你的夜晚
可是我不想在矛盾里
一直重来
早知道爱我已忘了离开
等你明白我非你不爱
或许简单却不平凡
就算时间要我从今以后
为你孤单
早知道爱我已忘了喜欢
给你的爱是永远不晚
只因为爱我都明白
将我的心放你口袋
等待

我应该没有秘密
心停在这路口
无法左右
我是不是还在意
你对我说的话
从没忘过
翻阅每个想你的夜晚
可是我不想在矛盾里
一直重来
早知道爱我已忘了离开
等你明白我非你不爱
或许知道却不平凡
就算时间要我从今以后
为你孤单
早知道爱我已忘了喜欢
给你的爱是永远不晚
只因为爱我都明白
将我的心放你口袋
等待

早知道爱

PSL teaching





Saturday, December 8, 2007

PSL teaching...
Oh...My PSL teaching is finish d....PSL is the Pre Secondary School Learning course which is help the Standard 6 students for the preparation to form 1 wan course....I apply to teach because during this holiday I nothing to do so I take this chance to teach to gain experience also...hehehe...This course only 10 days from 26 Nov to 7 Dec, 9a.m to 12.10tgh....

In the first day, I felt quite scare lo...becoz i no experience in teaching yet ma...somemore, in the first day, there are 1 director who incharge tis course sit behind the class n see me teach lo....After that, he give me comment....So tension that day!!Haiz...but it is good also la because I can learn from my mistake ma...hahaha...

There are only 15 students in my class...Luckily all of them not very naughty la....All of them are my good students...hehe...I like to teach them....Some are good but some are not good in study also....So I must be very patient to teach students who is weak....This is a teacher responsible wat...hahahah....

Time pass so fast, now the course already finish....I hope that they will be more hardworking in the future...Good Luck to all of them...

One of the student 's father ask me to teach his daughter one by one lo after tis PSL course becoz that student is very weak....Her father need my help to teach his daughter so that she will improve before enter secondary school...So, after the PSL teaching, I need to teach my student ko who is weak than others....

I hope that I can teach her well n she can learn things from me...Teacher teaching is to make sure that students are understand n can learn many things from the teacher....So, I hope that I can teach her well n make her improve becoz next year she will go to secondary school study already....

Miss my PSL tuition students very much....I hope that one day we meet, they will not forget who am I lo...hahaha....

Good Luck to all of us!!!
Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Funny Experience...
20 Nov 07, I and Hooi Tiang go to Queensbay Mall find work to do because we all having end year holiday now...We wanna find a job so that we can earn money lo...hehe!!

So,both of us go to every shop see whether which shop got vacancy wanna employ people...Firstly, we go to sold shirt wan shop ask because we saw there got vacancy wanna employ part-time temporary promoter, that is what we want...So, we both go into tha shop ask...Unfortunately, she say she don wan employ us because we will open school in January. She want to employ workers who can work after the Chinese New Years but we cannot do that because we have lesson in January already...

Both of us felt very sad after that, so we walk again to find others...Then we go to S&J shop to ask...The people there ask us to write our name and wait for the answer woh....But before that,there already have many names already so.......I think they will not employ us wan la seem there have many choices of people....haiz!!

After that, we walk to the third floor which is the highest floor and decided to walk from up to down to find job...Luckily, we found the shop which is look like a cafe...There wanna employ workers...That shop Ah Tiang like it very much because she like to work in cafe compare to work as a promoter...hehehe...So, we walk in to ask...The workers there explain to us about the salary and the working hours....We both agree with it and write down our name,he ask us to wait the call see whether the boss want to employ us or not...So, we ask how many percentage we will get the job and the people there say got 90% lo...Wah,it look like we got chance d...We are very happy to hear that...

We both felt very happy after going to that shop...By the way, we always chat about they really will employ us or not....The funny thing is I ask "Aiyo,just now I write wan handphone number correct or not leh??Why we so nervous that time until din check it correctly leh???Haiz...." Haha....Ah Tiang also influenced by me until say "Ya hor, why we din check it correctly leh?Just now the pen also no ink wan lo...Dunno write correctly or not?" Hahaha....Both of us think that they sure will employ us liao wan and think many nonsense question...

After that, we go to other shop to ask because we scare we will not get those job we had apply...Find more spare is more safe wat...hahaha...So, we also go the souvenir shop to ask n write down our name because those shirt wan shop wanna employ promoters who can work for a long periods wan not like us only work for one month....That shop also ask us to wait the call....

Wait wait and wait....so now we can only wait for the call only at home... We cannot do anything d...hehehe!!!Hopefully we will get the job lo....especially that shop which is look like cafe wan...I heard Ah Tiang say work in cafe is very nice wan....She got experience on it...she ay really very nice....So I wanna try that job compare to work as promoter lo....

All the best to both of us!!!Hopefully will get it as soon as possible lo....

;-)By: Bee Har @ Prawn